“Mentally it’s just so taxing,” says Kolton Chapman, a 27 year-old Columbus, Ohio, resident. “Because you know that you’re a good person, but you feel like a failure on so many levels because you’re behind all of the people your age — even people younger than you — because you had to focus your time and money on staying alive.” Kicking off the program’s new season on September 28, the 17-year-old took to theSNL and, well, they don’t want to die. Lots of screaming ensues.GIF: Courtesy of FOX earlier this year, was actually the couple's first kissever