Paine's resignation and Cricket Australia's handling of the scandal have triggered recriminations, with Cricket Tasmania accusing the national body of hanging the wicketkeeper out to dry having cleared him of any wrongdoing in 2018.The Sydney Morning Herald on Wednesday reported players were also unhappy with Cricket Australia's treatment of Paine, but Harris said he was unaware of any rift. "I think you'd probably still argue that he's still the best gloveman in the country and he still played a few important innings last summer against India," he said. Duties at Dulwich were also a way of staying preoccupied. Paula came close to coming out as trans in the mid-1990s - "I had a bit of a breakdown" - but despite introductions to new connections who might have helped her to take that next step, it proved too challenging at the time. "I was trapped by internalised transphobia. I wasn't in denial any more but I couldn't envisage a way to get out."I was thinking of everyone else, not myself."