But I'm in a new hell every time you double-cross my mind that as a child, she "suppressed my Latinx culture around my friends but kept it close to my heart at home with my family." It was assimilation as a means of survival, a tactic taught to any number of cultures over the years, whichoften leads to a loss of heritage As always, it’s best to take sources (and even screenshots) with a grain of salt — and Demi herself hasspoken out Doja added that she's counted, and she's done 98 apologies over the course of her career in response to various criticisms towards her. "My behavior isn't something that always needs to be followed. I'm not perfect," Doja admits. "But at the end of the day, I shouldn't be doing dumb sh\*t. But also, I need to be standing up for myself instead of making a video that's diplomatically and politically correct."