Talking about the situation is hard for Eric. He says when his mom first sat him down to explain that his father was scheduled to be deported, he cried. He admits he is nervous talking to a reporter, scared he will say the wrong thing. And he says he is worried that others won’t understand his situation and what his dad means to him. “In New York, the bill still allows 17-year-olds to marry with judicial approval, and unfortunately, most of the children who marry in the United States are 17,” Reiss tellsTeen Vogue It also shows Zayn living the life he would have had if he wasn't a former member of the biggest boy band in the world — just your average boy from Bradford, with his own set of friends and his own life. It almost makes you wonder if he's nostalgic for just that. But can you be nostalgic for something you never experienced? It's hard to tell, and dropping it on the anniversary of the day he left 1D adds an eerie element to the video that you can't quite shake.Related: I biked over to Taja’s apartment on a winter night, where we talked on her couch about power through performance, experimentalism, andblacknessTeen Vogue