"But, in reality, I've had to surrender to where I'm at. I've had to stop and allow myself to be happy despite what's happening in my brain." adidas cc hellbender "We know drinking and smoking are bad for us so we don't do it all the time, so we need to find a balance where we can still have the best bits of rugby league but not having a place where people are suffering with their long-term health." adidas cc hellbender "He made one really good save in the first half and one in the second half. So a good contribution from everybody, and obviously we're pleased to get the second position and now we have a game against Denmark and all our focus goes to that. adidas cc hellbender The result means Lightning will take on Leeds Rhinos Netball in one of the Superleague semi-finals on Saturday afternoon at the Copper Box Arena. Team Bath Netball will face the 2019 champions, Manchester Thunder, in the other. adidas cc hellbender